we are better then Blue and Simon
19/01/19; we met. i was so nervous the whole trip- kept shaking and maybe started to panic a bit. i saw you and knew i couldn’t let my nerves get the best of me and i hugged you so quick. hayley had been teasing me for ages, but she knows how happy you make me and she knows how in love i am with you. i didn’t think i’d do it first, but i just felt so great around you and the moment was right so i just went for it. i miss you; your smile, your eyes, your laugh, your goofy ness, your hugs and your lips. i’ve been home a while now, i haven’t taken your jumper off and i’ve only just stopped crying. i’ve not felt this good in so long and i just want to say thank you- thank you for understanding, for loving me back, for being so accepting, for trusting me and for just being here in general. i also want to say i love you, more then you think and more then words could explain. the necklaces maybe a small (cute) thing i did but you really were the missing piece in my life- you fill my heart, make me feel things i haven’t felt in years and make me so happy. thank you for the book, i’m reading it now- you really didn’t have to give me this yano, but i’m extremely thankful. i enjoyed today a lot, one of the best days of my life. i got to be with my love and my bestfriend. we didn’t do much, yet it felt like so much- just spending time with you guys has really helped and damn i’ve been so happy today. hopefully next time we meet it won’t be so cold, your company and love warmed me up though. we fell in love on the internet. i promise we will meet again soon 💛🕺🏼
“so warm is your touch upon my skin”
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L🤩ve our new baby cat of the house. Queen. New cat, new beginnings!
This place has quickly become a place of comfort. I love the creek, the trees, the familiar statues, the mystery of the looming hills. It’s so quiet and meditative here. This was my first time being here at dusk/night time and it was very eerie & lovely.
(Random word play by Erin Kay)
Sunburnt on a sunrise trying to fly to high. Chilli nights when the full moon cries. Downpour like razor blades sliced fresh like lemonade. 🤔 terminal waves storm across screaming veins. Poison ivy vines wrap effortlessly around Frail wrists try to suffocate the lost souls born only to detonate as chaos unfolds under blistered feet, hell’s to hot for such a frivolous feet. Why try to buy used time when I give mine for free. Just breathe don’t you know your soul screams every time you dream? #pastelaesthetic#grunge#grungeaesthetic#grungeaesthetics#darkaesthetic#macabre#poems