lil life update: i haven’t been in the bestest mindset recently. I feel like I’m going back to how I was and I’m scared for myself ;-; I’m trying to be positive and shit but it’s not that easy. All I wanna do is help others and it’s getting really hard cuz I’m over here giving advice and I sound like a whole hypocrite when I’m not putting these words to use for myself. I tend to put everyone first. I’m not complaining tho that’s how I always have been. I’m just drained ya feel? and from other things that I don’t want to speak about. Idek where I’m going with this tbh 🤦🏽♀️anywhore don’t worry about me, I’ll be okay(: Much love to all ♡
all poetry is cringey but i can't express myself any other way
I want your teeth in my neck,
I want blood,
I want breathlessness,
I need your hand in mine,
I need you to see me, not look at me,
I need soft lips and soft skin.
A hypocritical juxtaposition of primal instincts. I feel myself become degraded inside my own mind. Im losing control and cannot regain a sense of self as you have become so integral.
I want, I need, I want, I need, I want, I want.
Eventually I shall submit to the raw emotion that resides within.
Please, don't be scared when I do.