🌊Go With The Flow🌊
The true is since I was young I'm someone who is always concerned about the uncertain future, and even thought I have learned how to deal with it and to live in the present, this time it's being a little hard. I'm almost graduated from school and it's time to apply for universities, and well my country is going through difficult times, so my family decided that I should go to university in another country.
Cool right? Haha, well that's not how I see it.
Sense I can remember I have never wanted to live in a country besides this one, that idea has never been in my mind and it is that moving to another country means to leave everything behind and starting over.
Starting over is never easy and if I think about everything I leave behind pfff I would never leave.
I think that's what hurts the most...
Since a young age I plan my future (I know I'm very anxious), and what I always think is how I would live with my family, I wanted to buy the house where I live now because here I have good memories and it means a lot to me, besides my best friend (who is my neighboard) and I would still see each other every day, also how when I was adult I would still go out with my friends every weekend as we do now... But it seems like this isn't how it's going to be.
Life is wonderful and incomprehensible, we don't know were it would take us and there are always going to come unexpected changes.
In this moment I'm going to that change, I know, because I feel it inside of me and the true is I'm really scared...
Because nothing result how I expected, I didn't planned this and maybe that's what life is trying to teach me.
You can't plan the future because it doesn't exist and there is no use to worry. Just go with the flow, with the flow of life, lets enjoy even the bad times because we can learn from everything and we can always take advantage.