trapped smoke, slow breathin'.. trynna kick the habit, but i f*n need it!🚬 it soothes my stresses, & copes my lonely nights i lay awake restless overthinkin, runnin away from all my darkest demoms.. inhalin', i'd be awake time after time trynna find a reason or a way to escape.. losin sleep, & those vapors creates a way to dream w my eyes wide open.. breathin' in toxic fumes, what a satisfying feeling caused by evaporated kisses & idgaf if I'm only hallucinating, addicted to the warming chokes that tickled my throat.. In it I found my comfort zone.. STONED.
i would forget about my problems temporarily & become "free", or what i though of it to be, wildly roamin all the imaginative places my mind could create.. lost in space, "traveling time" inhaling once MORE.
to find a place I could secure my mind, BUT
more time gone, mfn wasted.
MORE sh* i'm losin,
so full on a high, & i'm still empty inside. still lookin for a place to hide, runnin away from my past
mindset narrow, this sh* affects my body.. my mind.. & spirit. inhaling, again.. so i can no longer hear it. I just can't bear it! but these dark thoughts got me out here fienin borderline leanin towards something stronger.. i don't think i can contain this much longer.
anxiety rising, blood pressure too. i need my fix real quick just to get me through.. im feeling everything my high had been concealing & it's sickening! blacking out, falling down! everything in slow mo & all of a sudden.
P A U S E. i'm regaining strength, getting back in control.. as i try to stand back up i take ahold of the chair right in front of me & sat down, real slow now im breathing.. inhaling the air w out needin a smoke, i just laid my head back looking up to the ceiling & for once i EXHALED! 🌬 im beginning to learn self growth is letting go of things that hold you back im free from mixed feelings.. Inhale free smoke, relaxed.. Free mind.
Exhale, free thoughts.. Revived, cleansed inside.
i am one w. my soul.. telling myself "go ahead & set yourself free" & i finally became just what i wanted to be, no longer trapped by the past of my dark secrets, i let it off my chest .. FINALLY i am.. a F R E E spirit 🍃
There's a saying that goes "A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have"... Be careful who you trust and let into your life, there's millions of fake friends everywhere and only a few catch our eyes! Fake friends are the ones who agree and say false compliments, they're the ones who don't tell you the realistic view on things ,the ones who don't bother taking a interest of what you love or hobbies you have, they're people who don't face the problems face to face, only online. They're the ones who make you feel unacceptable and judged with anything you do or say .. so maybe you should look at the people you know in your life, and really spot those fake friends.
I need to know what you guys like about my Instagram and what you think I should change or add to my page!
This includes coffeeshops I need to visit or brands I should try (tag them below in the comments so I can check them out)! I'm open to any and all suggestions!
Please be honest, and I'll try to respond to all the comments! Thank you all again for being so wonderful and supportive on this page! It means so much to me and is really encouraging through the tougher weeks! You guys are the best!
46 6105 hours ago
Hace mucho tiempo que lo lleváis pidiendo, recompensas con anuncios y más formas de ganar semillas Gratis. Así que aquí está ya ha llegado , el momento esperado. Actualiza tu app , desde la versión 1.11.0 , habrán semillas gratis escondidas entre los anuncios, interactúa con ellos y caza la semilla a vuelo.
Espero que os guste. Y como siempre poned en los comentarios que os a parecido este nuevo cambio.